i have a couple new followers :P
my weightloss blog now is fourteenpointone.tumblr.com
follow there :)
helllo everyonnnee
so i made a new weightloss blog so i can separate my normal blog and my weight and such.
the new URL is delicatelyperfect.tumblr.com
i wont be posting here anymore.
fuckmefuckmefuckme. no more eating until i get down to 105. i dont even know what im at now. i dont want to.
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Something Corporate - Anorexic Love Song
i’m dead.
why don’t I own this OH MY GOD
is there a download somewhere?
"We often think, ‘it’s not fair, why are they so thin, and I’m not!?’ but it IS fair. The only thing stopping us from getting there is food."
- (via katekatiekath) (via imstarvingmyself)
3645) When you’re hovering over the scale waiting for the number to show up, in those few seconds, you think of all the choices you’ve made the past few days. And how your every decision brings a result. And your heart stops. Because if that number is smaller than the day before, then everything else in the world is insignificant- the health risks, the relationships you’re losing out on, your dying dreams. In that one moment, the pride of becoming smaller eats away at the rest of your world.
3648) Everyday it takes me forever to decide what to wear. Everything makes me look fat…i wish i could just go to school/outside in public with just a tshirt and sweats, but of course life doesnt work that way.
3697) Even my voice is fat.
tomorrow is rally day.
which means im drinking (calories..) and my shirt is cut in a hoey fashion cuz thats how we do.
but that means it shows my stomach. which is not at all flat or thin enough.
fuck me.
youd think at 107 id look different that 117. but i dont.
